Pregnancy

This pregnancy has been easier in a lot of ways, but harder in other ways. With Logan, when I ate, things didn't sit right in my stomach. Very few things sounded good to me. I just remember wanting tacos from Del Taco. That was the only thing that ever sounded good to me. With this pregnancy, I feel perfectly fine. The only thing I have had a hard time eating is string cheese. So that part is easier and I'm grateful for that!
The hard part about this pregnancy is my emotions. I go up and down emotionally so much it's hard for Adam to keep up with me. I go from laughing to crying to yelling in 2 seconds flat! It's taking its toll on me as well as Adam. I lose my patience with Adam and Logan way too easily. It can't be easy living with me... I'm mostly angry all the time. I don't do the laughing part very much which Adam probably wishes I did. I honestly don't know or understand how Adam can deal with me. Sometimes he can't. I just feel so bad that I do that to him and Logan. I try so hard not to be so ornery all the time, but it's so hard! With hormones all wacky, I'm having a hard time controlling myself.
I appreciate Adam so much! He is my rock and he keeps me as sane as I possibly can be during this pregnancy. I am so grateful that he puts up with me and stays with me through all these trials. Life has been stressful lately with everything. Not just pregnancy. It's a very trying time in our marriage and I just love him so much! He will never know just how much I love and appreciate him.